reilyh's lil place

how did we get here?

So it turns out that living in a place where you have to lie and act in a way that is different than how you truly are *breathes in* puts a heavy toll on a person’s mental and physical (hah!) well-being.

Even as I am writing this I fear that I may be discovered for who I truly am… In which case I’ll just deny, and go back to the shadows from whence I came. Hah… Heh…

what do i do?

Pfft. What don’t I do? Actually a lot of things, but the point is:

• i make music. By which I mean uhhh, hitting random keys on the keyboard and try to make something that doesn’t make my ears bleed. With no understanding of why this sounds better and that sounds icky. I plan to change that… Maybe.

• i read books Not as much as I’d like to, to be honest. I’ve read some two novels from Lovecraft, loved them. And yeah that’s about it really, I mean I do read other things about programming and such.

• i am a shell witch. Or a shell wizard. Anyway, normal shell operations nothing too fancy, but I do surprise myself sometimes. That’s about it. I maybe know python, probably? And yeah that’s about it.

• i doodle. I doodle, yes, yes. I know, hold your horses. Sadly the things that I doodle might get me in trouble because of how much they are ‘me’. So I’ll probably do a doodle -> scan -> post -> burn kind of tactic. I have been meaning to get into pixelart, but it’s too daunting and weird.

• i tinker. Related to my shell sorcerry, sorrcerry, *googles* sorcery! I like to tinker with things, I use linux, so I like to rice my setup and hook things using shell duct tape.

• i game. And I game hard. And by that I mean once I pick up a game, it’s just that for the next month. I haven’t played anything in months though. I like PS1, PS2, Xbox360, and PC games. At some point you will get to know all about what I played, and why 👁️_👁️

• i rock. AAAAAAAA.

• and lastly i exist. Trying really hard to stay afloat. Truth be told I spend a lot of time being depressed.

Yay! *cue the confetti*

So stick around, I plan to do a gallery thing where I put my thoughts on all types of media. A gallery for my art too, that would be nice, *murmurs* yes… Yes.